{"id":115,"date":"2019-06-28T23:51:36","date_gmt":"2019-06-29T03:51:36","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.staceman.net\/?p=115"},"modified":"2020-02-18T03:22:37","modified_gmt":"2020-02-18T03:22:37","slug":"dear-universe","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/beyond-redemption.com\/index.php\/2019\/06\/28\/dear-universe\/","title":{"rendered":"Dear Universe,"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>I could really use a definitive win right now. I&#8217;m so tired of losing. Something that will allow me to enjoy a little happiness for a while and make me have a better outlook on the rest of my life. Whether it be my band getting the guitarist we need to really get moving and nudge my dream closer to reality, or a long overdue promotion at my job where I can really use my skills instead of being made to feel that the only thing I&#8217;m worthy of doing is answering a phone and fixing petty problems and taking years off of my life in the process. Christ, even some clear signs that would point me in the direction I should be going that would be a better route to success for a career, even if it&#8217;s not in IT.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Or how about&#8230; just a friend? A true friend. Someone that is available to talk to. Someone to be there for me and me for them. I don&#8217;t even know what that feels like anymore. So many people have come and gone over the years, and so much of my life feels wasted from the time I spent with them.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Every time I think I&#8217;m out of the dark place, something makes me look around and find that I&#8217;ve never really left.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I could really use a definitive win right now. I&#8217;m so tired of losing. Something that will allow me to&hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[5],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/beyond-redemption.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/115"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/beyond-redemption.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/beyond-redemption.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/beyond-redemption.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/beyond-redemption.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=115"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/beyond-redemption.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/115\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":151,"href":"http:\/\/beyond-redemption.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/115\/revisions\/151"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/beyond-redemption.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=115"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/beyond-redemption.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=115"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/beyond-redemption.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=115"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}